I am now ready to take a shower while Coldplay is playing on the background. I am excited, for tomorrow I will be visiting San Lazaro's H4 Pavilion where I am registered. I will know my CD4 count, I'm excited to know how I am really doing and I am excited to see fellow patients. Last time I was there, was last week, that was my first time. Most of them were cheerful, some are quietly-autistic... just like how I was. Well, I am really quiet when I am new to a place, that's my way of observing people, for sure I will adjust and start to open to them as the time goes by. As much as I wanted to talk to other patients, I don't know how to start, this is something new to me, very new.
Tomorrow I will start getting to know fellow patients or fellow pozzies as the internet and blogs put it. I will be there right after work and perhaps grab a breakfast and have a liter of water with me because it is just so hot.
I am excited, because I don't know when I will be back there, so maybe I can get a few contacts and start joining their "club". I need to hangout with fellow pozzies. I have a very tight and close support group, I have my friends and my dad. However, it sure does feel good to be with people like me.