Tuesday, May 17, 2011

T.I.T.I.

6 years ago, I was browsing the seemingly endless list of profiles in Guys4men. When a message came in with a somewhat nose-bleeding introduction of himself and some subtle words about the likeness and commonalities of the two of us. I was hooked on exchanging messages with him. Until we exchanged numbers, and eventually we met. He is just an ordinary looking guy, so ordinary you will barely notice him... Until he speaks. I was instantaneously drawn to his very colorful personality. We clicked and was stuck like two magnets together. He was The Bohemian.

I only realized just recently that he was the first ever blogger I've met. He was the root cause of all this bohemianism going on in my life and he inspired me to write more, and to continue shooting photographs. He was the one who always say that I have an "eye" for photography; such strong words to come from someone who have sold a number of his own photographical works to museums around the world. He shattered my outlook of labeling and inspired me to embrace diversity, individualism and art. He was the one who introduced me to indie music and its definitions. The first and only one to take me to my now favorite hangout, Saguijo. The first who explained to me that one appreciates being a Filipino more when one have seen the world, he inspired me to travel. He was the epitome of someone who has a magnetic personality, where everyone just seems to be drawn to his aura of profoundness and his awesomely wide taste in music and movies. In short, he was (and still is) one of the most influential men in my life. The one who planted a diverse sense of culture and positive perspectives in my childish head. One of the inspirations of this blog and to the craft I am very passionate about, photography.

Until this day , I still cannot mimic or even come close to his talent of producing the most emotionally stirring photographs with such powerful titles.

Years ago, we made a pact that both of us will get tested for HIV. If we will come out clean, we will celebrate together and have a "negativity" party. Well, that negativity party will never happen my friend.

The Bohemian; writer, film maker, photographer, artist, friend. The Influence, The Inspiration. 

Monday, May 16, 2011

My Autobiography (sumusunod lang sa instruction)

Once you've been tagged, fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, "My Autobiography" and use your own answers, not anyone else's.

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
At the Photographer's condo unit.

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Ahm... None.

3. What is your current problem?
When I will get to polish the floor of my condo unit.

4. What makes you happy most?
Dark chocolates and text messages from the Photographer.

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
"You found me" by The Fray

6. Any celeb you would marry?
Chris Carraba

7. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
The Skater Boy

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
YES

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Yes. They say I look like Jon Hall, many say Eric Fructuso, some say I look like Paolo Paraiso when I'm extra thin. (kapal ng mukha ko... Hehehehe)

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
When I am at the Photographer's condo

11. Do you speak any languages?
English, Filipino and a very few Nihonggo and Mandarin.

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
Yes. LINK HERE

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
not anymore

14. What's something that really annoys you?
Spitting on the streets, when someone accidentally bumps me in the middle of somewhere and never say "sorry", people who takes an unbelievably long time at the ATM.

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Chapter 1
1. Middle name: -------
2. Nickname(s): (1), (2), (3) - I have three nick names
3. Current location: my beanbag
4. Eye color: dark brown
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): no
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced? : separated
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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Dark Chocolates
2. Cold and dark rainy days
3. A good poetry
4. My Mac
5. Text messages and phone calls from the Photographer.
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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?
Nope.

2. Do you write on your hand?
Nope.

3. Call people back?
Only two people.

4. Believe in God?
YES.

5. Any bad habits?
Yes.

6. Any mental health issues:
I am extremely moody, switching from extremely happy to extremely depressed in a just a snap.
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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: nope.
2. Had physical therapy: nope
3. Gotten stitches? Ahm... Nope.
4. taken painkillers: Yes
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: Yes
6. Thrown up at the dentist: Nope.
7. Sworn in front of your parents? Yes.
8. Had detention? Yes.
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Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince
2. Three people to text you: The Photographer, Anne, Micheal
3. Person you called: Mr. Chocolate
5. Person you tackled? No one.
6. Person you talked to on YM? Ms. Big C
7. Thing you touched? A stick of cigarette
8. Thing you ate? Pares
9. Thing you drank: Coke
10. Thing you said: "Stop being such an emotera" to John my neighbor this morning.
11. Person you kissed: Mulan, sa cheeks
12. Place you went: My condo building's foyer.

YOU KNOW THE DRILL! TAG 20 PEOPLE! AND GET THEM TO DO THE SAME!!!


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, July 22, 2009 at 6:58pm


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The aftermath

Lying in bed
The aftermath of the orgasmic thrill
Of gushing out words out of my head
Thoughts of embracing my lover
Feeling and smelling his skin
Excites me within


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 4:46pm

Thoughts in my head before going to bed

You're all I want
My emotions give me such a daunt
I'm so afraid to drown
To the unknown, so I buckle down

I try hard to be brave
To face the unknown future that I so crave
What's important is the present
I'm very happy that's what I meant

I shiver with goosebumps just thinking of you
I swear what I'm feeling for you is true
You literally swept away my blues
It is you that I'm afraid to lose


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 10:49am

Dreamland

I want to hold your hand
And take you with me to dreamland
We will make that place our reality
So we take a chance on every opportunity.

Come run away with me to that land
We will live a life so grand
We will get there fast
So we can forget about our troubled pasts

Will you take my hand?
And come away with me to dreamland?
Will you hold my hand tightly?
The stars that shine ever so brightly

...let them be our guide.


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 10:23am

Melancholic quiet screams

Save me from this misery
Of stupid insecurities.

Save me from tormented sanity
Among the beautiful vanity .

Be my soldier of bravery
And sweep me away from this tragedy.

Hold my hand
Take me to your land.

Embrace me tightly
Kiss me passionately.

Amidst this calamity
Let me drink from your mouth
The fluid of sanity
To wash away the tragedy.


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 9:28am

The beginning of something...

I gazed into you
Staring at the hues
Of your eyes so fine.

Your smile, that's brighter than sunshine.

Your face gleaming
Your kisses screaming...
With such passion and excitement
Like a teenager's first moment.

You envelope me
As how you wanted it to be
You pull me into you
With a force so few.

I surrender to my attraction
I gave in to your passion
I trust my intuition
Hoping you are my salvation.


Posted on Facebook: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 9:18am