Emo Show Null

I know this feeling will pass
And I don't want to be harassed
Again, because of my lacking in aesthetic standards
To suit the many tastes of the superficial beings that abound me

All of us are superficial
Better than being artificial
To one's thoughts and judgment
That way there's no argument


Posted on Facebook: Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 7:03am

What the Hell?

What I like most ablout Avril Lavigne is that she still manages to create songs with such angst and carefree attitude despite the changes in her personal life. When Alanis Morissette got married, her music changed drastically that a lot of her fans and followers was not ready to listen to. While Avril, after how many albums, manages to stick to her old kind of music and keeping it fresh one album after another.  Although her music is a bit more pop now than before, it still has that upbeat rockish sound to them with rebelish lyrics and attitude Avril listeners love.

So here's her latest song that I am currently hooked to.


Oh it's not latest, it is so last year. Well I only knew of it a few days ago. Blame it on the closet hermit, that's me

You say that I'm messing with your head
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging, "Please
Stay with me"
But honestly
I just need to be
A little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now...
I'm thinking, "what the hell?"
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about...

If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now...
What the hell?

What?
What?
What?
What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates?
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging, "Please
Stay with me"
But honestly
I just need to be
A little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now...
I'm thinking, "What the hell?"
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about...

La, la, la, la, la, la
Whoa, whoa
La, la, la, la, la, la
Whoa, whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But now...
I'm thinking, "What the hell?"
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But now...
I'm thinking, "What the hell?"
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about...

(If you love me)

If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
(If you love me)
All my life I've been good
But now...
What the hell?

La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la

SINGLE

Start walking towards the future
In time we will be okay
Nothing is easy in any way
Go ahead and smile, everything will be alright
Let (me) go
End of us has come.

L.A.W.

I am typing like crazy
Sight a bit dazy
Feeling a bit melancholic
Drank last night like an alcoholic
It was fun to go out
Waiting for the moment to blackout
Dancing to the loud music and sound
Enjoying the beautiful sights abound
At the end of the day
All work and some play
I go home alone and it is not nice
Feels as cold as ice
In this hot summer night
I will try to sleep tight


Posted on Facebook: Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 6:54am

I wanna go home and someone's there waiting for me.

No headache can beat the pain of an empty home
I am happy to have my own place to come home to after I roam
The city streets and the places I have to go to and places I want to go to
But sometimes I feel lonely for a day or two

Right now I feel like puking
But there is something missing...
Wait... Someone to console you and give you a pat on back
Someone who worries and gets mad like he's going to have a heart attack
Because of your crazy drinking...
He will scold you without thinking

Noone's like that to me at the moment.
Nobody is here to comment

It feels lonely

I feel empty


Posted on Facebook: Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 6:47am

Today is the Time for Goodbye

Let’s stay friends forever and ever
Let’s dream of tomorrow and walk the road of hope
We will live freely like a bird flying in the sky
Today, we say goodbye until the day we meet again
Today, we say goodbye until the day we meet again

Let’s treasure the joy of believing in each other
Today we say goodbye until the day we meet again
Until the day we meet again.


Kyo No Hi Wa Sayonara (Today is the Time for Goodbye) translated lyrics


Here's the scene where the song is from. A bit of warning, disturbingly brutal scenes.

It was all good, but to be in an empty home.

It was a very hectic day
Went out to play
Went out to cut my hair
Went out for an affair

Too bad...

It was a very toxic day
Would want to be somewhere farther away
Went to a funeral
But would rather be somewhere cultural

Too bad... No date to be with for such...

It was a very fun day
Went out to play
Went to a party
I went so hearty

Too bad... No date to be with for such... To enjoy food and drinks

It was a very long day
It was good I did not went astray
I just got home with a headache
Getting home was no piece of cake.


Too bad... No date to be with for such... To enjoy food and drinks... And still go home in an empty home.

Too bad I am still all alone.


Posted on Facebook: Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 6:35am